it would be this hard, that I would be this lonely, that I would feel as isolated as I do right now, as I have for the last two weeks, I think I might have stayed closeted forever. Somebody please tell me that it gets better, because life kinda sucks right now.
I've not really lost my daughter, but I don't get to be with her as much...thanks to the "schedule." I miss her.
And there's nothing else for me to fill the time with.
So here I am. Right where I thought I wanted to be, and all I can think about doing is running away.
8 comments:
Yes, it does get better. I hope it gets better for you soon.
Yes. It gets better. I still feel the isolation sometimes, but it's nothing like how it used to be. Hang in there. It will take time.
Change is very hard even if you are the one who sought it. Just give yourself some time...
I can't speak from experience on this one, but I can say that I think you are a strong person and this too shall pass. Hugs to you!
I don't know if it is ever easy for anyone to come out but it does get better.
I lost my kids and have them for visitation, too. It sucks! But the time I spend with them now is time that I do not take for granted. Thank God they are both teenagers. My son will be 18 in a year and can live with or go where he wants. My daughter has 3 years to go and we'll be on a totally different schedule by then.
Hang in there. It does get easier!
one day you will not believe you wrote these words....you will be filled up with a sense that you have come home.....holdng you in my thoughts precious one.
Thank you all for the support. It means a lot to me!
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