Wednesday, April 28, 2010

I promised

I did, many months ago that my blogger pals would be the first to know...


I had a date.

It went very well.

We've been talking a lot.

We're seeing each other again tomorrow.

Life is really, amazingly good right now. Have I mentioned that lately?

I'm sorry I haven't posted much, I've been  distracted.

I will get back to regular blogging soon.

Because I have a lot to say.

Life is happening.

Good stuff!

Okay that was a bit more cryptic than some of you were hoping for, I'm sure. I wrote an essay that will explain a lot of my processes. Let me just say this - for the first time in my life, ever, I am awake to the beautiful person that I have become. Those of you who have followed me for a long time know that the weight loss did not bring improved self-esteem right away. Self-love and self-acceptance were milestones that were incredibly difficult for me to reach. I've grown a lot in the past few months, I've left a lot of negativity behind. My health is improving. I am so incredibly grateful for all the blessings I have right now.

I wish I was writing more. I think this is a temporary "basking in the glow" kind of writing break. I journal every day. I have an essay all ready for my next OBG post. But I want more fiction in my life, more words, more time to spend just writing and nothing else. I know I have to make that time. And I will.

I hope that all of you, every one of you, can find a moment of happiness today. I've had many. I am truly blessed.


Mel's Way or No Way said...

Sounds wonderful. I'm soooo happy for you. Enjoy this, you deserve it.

reeflightning said...

so happy for you camlin! don't fret too much about the writing - sometimes real life demands our attention ;-) said...

Congrats!!! :)

aneke said...

Awesome :) When you're back on planet earth share some more details OK?

Anonymous said...

I'm so happy the date went well and especially that there will be more. These are good times for you, enjoy every moment.

Jude said...

Yay You! It all sounds so good....ENJOY.

Nulaanne said...

It feels good to be truly you doesn't it.

Making Space said...

Yeah and hooray and wow and alla that! I just laughed out loud from happiness reading this! So so happy for you!

Earth Muffin said...

So so SO happy for you! You deserve this.

jelly said...

Thrilled for you...enjoy the ride.